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You just dont realize. You don't realize how much affect this has taken on me. How much it has hurt me. You think you know half of how I felt, trust me, you don't know. Maybe sometimes I did over-react, but sometimes I didn't react enough. You really, really don't know how much it hurt me. You're saying its in the past, that it doesn't matter. But it does, because it still happened, and I can think back and be a bit down if I want. The reason this is coming back to me now is because these past couple of days, this is what we've been talking about, therefore, its on my mind. It still makes me cry, a year later, and it still makes me cry.